Be the one that doesn’t leave. No matter how hard my fear pushes you away, stay. Prove to me that I’m still worth it. I don’t make these mistakes to hurt you. I make them to hurt myself, because I truthfully feel like I deserve the pain and that you should run from my poison. But, I DO love you. I CAN love you. I just need help to re-learn how to that correctly.
I can’t stop crying today.
I want dry eyes
But I’m too far gone to even wipe them away.
So I let them fall onto my lap
And I hope people don’t see them.
But I know they do.
And I don’t care anymore.
do you ever just start thinking about sex and zone out for a couple of seconds and stare into space and then you come back and you’re like ah shit i hope no one realised i was thinking about sex just now